Whereas Gray’s Anatomy character Levi Schmitt has been unapologetically himself by way of his profession at Gray Sloan Memorial, it took actor Jake Borelli extra convincing.
“I had a lot trepidation. I virtually mentioned no to Krista [Vernoff, the showrunner at the time] when she mentioned that her plan was to have Levi come out,” Borelli, 33, advised Selection in an interview revealed after the Thursday, November 14, episode of Gray’s. “This was after a yr of being on the present and enjoying him not queer, for all I knew. I virtually mentioned no, as a result of I knew he can be the primary main homosexual male character within the present, and that may be huge for the present.”
Borelli’s Levi joined the longtime ABC drama in season 14, enjoying a “sub-i” medical pupil recognized for his clumsiness and hooking up with Jo Wilson (Camilla Luddington) amid one in all her splits from Alex Karev (Justin Chambers). Ultimately, Levi publicly got here out as homosexual after he discovered love with orthopedic surgeon Nico Kim (Alex Landi).
Accepting a coming-out story line meant that Borelli would doubtless be “compelled” to reveal his personal sexuality. (The actor publicly confirmed in 2018 that he was queer, shortly after the Gray’s episode that includes Levi’s choice aired on the West Coast.)
“At that time in my life, I wasn’t prepared to speak about on the worldwide stage, which you’ll be able to by no means be ready for,” Borelli advised Selection. “However I did have all these fears that as an out homosexual particular person, you couldn’t achieve success. … Look, we’re in a time proper now the place it’s even scarier, and being thrust out into the world as a queer particular person, particularly on this time, is terrifying. However, I wouldn’t have modified it for the world.”
He added, “The quantity of pleasure that got here from deciding to inform this story in an sincere and genuine means is unparalleled, and my life has modified a lot for the higher after being genuine and susceptible with myself and, in flip, susceptible with different folks.”
Borelli’s final episode of Gray’s aired on Thursday, during which Levi accepted a six-month analysis place in San Antonio, Texas, that may increase his probabilities of incomes a pediatric surgical procedure fellowship down the road. Levi additionally requested that his new love curiosity, GSM chaplain James (Michael Thomas Grant), be a part of him within the Lone Star State. James agreed and so they closed the episode with a kiss.
Borelli helped showrunner Meg Maranis craft Levi’s ultimate arc.
“All the best way as much as the top, I used to be in Meg’s workplace along with her, typing on the pc along with her, making an attempt to determine, ‘What’s one of the best ways to finish this? What are the conversations he needs to be having with Jo? What’s necessary on this homosexual relationship? How does this relationship differ from Nico?’” Borelli recalled to Selection. “We actually centered on [Levi and James] having an excellent, straightforward communication model, which led to them navigating this wide selection of whether or not or not they need to transfer throughout the nation collectively. So there was loads of enter, and I’m actually grateful for that.”
Borelli has not disclosed particulars surrounding his choice to go away Gray’s Anatomy however famous through Instagram that he’s “heartbroken” by his departure.
“I used to be heartbroken once I discovered this story line was coming to an finish, however I’ll by no means take with no consideration simply how a lot this character has achieved for not solely myself however for folks all around the world,” he wrote on Thursday. “After I was rising up, the thought of seeing an out homosexual man play such a well-rounded, totally fashioned, and brave homosexual character felt like a pipe dream for me. I by no means would have guessed that I might be the one to get the chance to just do that.”
Gray’s Anatomy airs on ABC Thursdays at 10 p.m. ET.